This is the diary of a woman turning 50, who is going through a minor midlife-crisis and by accident stumbles upon the exciting world of cougars. She is energetic, impatient, intense, witty, sarcastic, and has tons of built-up sexual tension just screaming to get out. We follow her through a year of ups and downs, laughter and panic, self-examination and growing self confidence, sexy adventures and delicious orgasms. Her different lovers introduce her to the sensual pleasures in life, and she slowly discovers what she has been missing all those years of self-inflicted abstinence. Helen was born in Kristiansand, Norway and has lived in several other places-including Gothenburg, Sweden, Boca Raton, FL and San Diego, CA. She has a Bachelor's Degree in communication, psychology and pedagogy from the University of Agder (UiA), and has also studied creative writing as well as several languages. Previously she has written articles and a children's book under her given name. She lives with her 18-year-old son and their dog, and presently works as a train-hostess for the Norwegian Railway.